I don't know where to ask...Theres this young guy, we talk and I give him bj every few days after his construction work.
Context...
I knew him for a year, we would talk about my problems and joke around.
4 Months ago I again met with him, I cried because my crush of 2 years made out with his new girlfriend in class after they both humiliated me...then I got hype like usually after I'm sad because of my crush...
Short story, after a while we were joking saying insults in action movie actor voices and when we got to "suck my d", then he asked if I would really do it. I was relucktant but desperate enough to actually do it...it was my first experience, it picked my interest and thats how it started.
I'm uncomfortable with doing more so I dont and he doesnt nag me.
I tried stopping this habit because I didnt want to get in trouble. But then I see my crush and his gf kissing in the hallway and I remember they are doing it daily...I realized I didn't get over it. They are so close and lewd and romantic and I'm thinking of what they are doing in private, I canot focus on anything...
Giving this young guy bjs and sometimes [correction] imagining its my crush is the only thing that makes me feel fullfilled.
So I need help with 2 problems with my fwb.
First...
Is there a food advice against smell and wetness of his thing? Because it's like sour feet, cheese, squid, like 10 inches away from it. I can't get a break every 20 seconds because he doesn't like that and he always pulls his skin back...I can take it but its a bit much.
I didn't know that's out of the ordinary until 2 weeks ago.
There aren't many options. He is too tired for shower in morning, only when he comes home from work, or after we're done...I can't meet him at evening because my parents don't let me go out late because I'm 13 >_>
I tried with wet tissues but I must press it and it hurts him, he really doesn't like it so I don't do it. Most of all he doesn't want to put on a condom. We've been arguing because of it once.
Short story, its fun but a struggle because of smell strength when I do it. He's willing to consider a diet, but part of me thinks hes actually enjoying that. Its time we fix that.
Less important question...
I want to know how to manage the size? Hes happy but I feel like I should do a better job >_> I can't even fit the head... Is there a trick like minor jaw dislocation or something?
Friends I try to hang out with think I'm a weirdo...My crush said I'm cute but too much ADD and weird for him. My parents don't care about my feelings.
My fwb is the only one who ever listens about my problems and thinks my weirdness is cool. And its not all bad...giving him bjs makes me buzz maybe because hes my first experience...but please help with first problem.
Context...
I knew him for a year, we would talk about my problems and joke around.
4 Months ago I again met with him, I cried because my crush of 2 years made out with his new girlfriend in class after they both humiliated me...then I got hype like usually after I'm sad because of my crush...
Short story, after a while we were joking saying insults in action movie actor voices and when we got to "suck my d", then he asked if I would really do it. I was relucktant but desperate enough to actually do it...it was my first experience, it picked my interest and thats how it started.
I'm uncomfortable with doing more so I dont and he doesnt nag me.
I tried stopping this habit because I didnt want to get in trouble. But then I see my crush and his gf kissing in the hallway and I remember they are doing it daily...I realized I didn't get over it. They are so close and lewd and romantic and I'm thinking of what they are doing in private, I canot focus on anything...
Giving this young guy bjs and sometimes [correction] imagining its my crush is the only thing that makes me feel fullfilled.
So I need help with 2 problems with my fwb.
First...
Is there a food advice against smell and wetness of his thing? Because it's like sour feet, cheese, squid, like 10 inches away from it. I can't get a break every 20 seconds because he doesn't like that and he always pulls his skin back...I can take it but its a bit much.
I didn't know that's out of the ordinary until 2 weeks ago.
There aren't many options. He is too tired for shower in morning, only when he comes home from work, or after we're done...I can't meet him at evening because my parents don't let me go out late because I'm 13 >_>
I tried with wet tissues but I must press it and it hurts him, he really doesn't like it so I don't do it. Most of all he doesn't want to put on a condom. We've been arguing because of it once.
Short story, its fun but a struggle because of smell strength when I do it. He's willing to consider a diet, but part of me thinks hes actually enjoying that. Its time we fix that.
Less important question...
I want to know how to manage the size? Hes happy but I feel like I should do a better job >_> I can't even fit the head... Is there a trick like minor jaw dislocation or something?
Friends I try to hang out with think I'm a weirdo...My crush said I'm cute but too much ADD and weird for him. My parents don't care about my feelings.
My fwb is the only one who ever listens about my problems and thinks my weirdness is cool. And its not all bad...giving him bjs makes me buzz maybe because hes my first experience...but please help with first problem.
I am a weirdo