Heyy its me again. So the question i have isn't so funny as the emojis but its good to have some humour. So i wanr to begin my life again, i want to change everything.
When i was little i had some bad periods of my life, i got bullied for the first time and because of some health problems my confidence was really, really bad. I stoped meeting new people and even to say hello was really hard. That's why in 8 grade, when i changed school i wasn't ready to go and talk to people freely, without stuttering and without any red face. So i missed the moment and now in 10 grade everyone knows me as the shy girl and even if i go to them and talk they will know me as the weird kid forever.
Since 6 grade i started to like different culture , different music and i really fell in love with bellydance. I was scared because of other's opinion and i even had some people who wanted me to change. But i never changed and i will never let someone to stop me to realise my dreams.
Now i understood a lot of things. I understood that i wasn't right with lot of things and i want to live a new life. I even met two new students in my class without any fear.
I want to change schools, i want to try and find the friends i have dreamt for years. I want to learn Arabic and to finally go to bellydance cources. I want to change my charecter for good. I want to see how happy i was in the best years of my life when i get older. I know it will be really hard but i need change i need to be happy because i deserve it, i am very depressed and only pretend to be happy. Please if someone have experience or some tips please share it with me. I really need someone to talk to..
When i was little i had some bad periods of my life, i got bullied for the first time and because of some health problems my confidence was really, really bad. I stoped meeting new people and even to say hello was really hard. That's why in 8 grade, when i changed school i wasn't ready to go and talk to people freely, without stuttering and without any red face. So i missed the moment and now in 10 grade everyone knows me as the shy girl and even if i go to them and talk they will know me as the weird kid forever.
Since 6 grade i started to like different culture , different music and i really fell in love with bellydance. I was scared because of other's opinion and i even had some people who wanted me to change. But i never changed and i will never let someone to stop me to realise my dreams.
Now i understood a lot of things. I understood that i wasn't right with lot of things and i want to live a new life. I even met two new students in my class without any fear.
I want to change schools, i want to try and find the friends i have dreamt for years. I want to learn Arabic and to finally go to bellydance cources. I want to change my charecter for good. I want to see how happy i was in the best years of my life when i get older. I know it will be really hard but i need change i need to be happy because i deserve it, i am very depressed and only pretend to be happy. Please if someone have experience or some tips please share it with me. I really need someone to talk to..