To hard to explain just read it

You're good, fine in fact.
Whether you decide to masturbate or abstain is a purely personal choice, and if you're happy with the decisions and choices you've made in your life that's all that matters

Good luck to you

You are fine by me.
As long as you are happy with your choices, that is all that matters.

My motto in life is "you do you". I don't mean that from a masturbation standpoint, just from the standpoint of do what ever makes you happy as long as it doesn't affect the enjoyment of life by others. So have at it. You are perfectly normal and I don't see any issue with it. Like I said ... you do you!