like this is very hard to explain but it feels more like a hormones thing than an autism thing. like i just feel sort of trapped inside my ribcage,like im just curled up behind my sternum. i know it doesnt make any sense wich but english doesnt quite have the adjectives. ive had this feeling for a very long time and i always assumed it was one of them weird nerve damage feelings but ive just found out that none of my autistic freinds have any idea what im talking about and the first time i remeber it was just after pujberty started so maybe it was a hormones thing. if it a hormones thing does that mean it evuntually stop becuause haveing this more or less consistent urge to just explode is really tiring.