Hi! So my entire life I felt as though I always kept more “traditional” ways kids and teenagers did before phones and social media. What I mean by that is I wasn’t in to social media (I’m still not), I wasn’t worried about fitting in, and I wasn’t worried about getting a boyfriend or anything, stuff like that. However my sophomore and junior year I talked to a couple guys on snap and stuff and I guess was getting out there but I just feel so gross now. Just as a disclaimer this is not me judging or hating on ANYONE who does any of this!! I’m more wanting to find an answer as to why I feel so gross. So yeah sophomore and junior year I flirted with a couple guys over snap even though I knew I didn’t want anything out of it. It was more so than making the first move and I guess I was just going along with it. The thing is is that I never wanted random boys at my school to be able to say that we talked or anything. I probably sound so full of myself but that’s the best way I can put it . I’m hoping they all honestly forgot about me but still I just feel gross. I wasn’t like that really to flirt with guys especially over social media and I don’t know I just feel gross. I’m in a relationship now with the most amazing guy who never talked really to another girl and I’m like “I’m the exact same!” except I did talk to some guys mostly because I didn’t know how to say I wasn’t interested. All of these guys pretty much I only talked to for a short amount of time but I’m just scared they’ll tell my boyfriend something or spread something. I’m so so stressed. Am I a bad person? Do you think it’s a big deal?