Not sure if this is in the right place or not but I’m confused. Possibly on my sexuality.
This is my first real boyfriend. We just had our 1 month anniversary together. We agreed to show each other our private parts. All we have done is kissed and held hands. For our 1 month we quickly show each other. I was completely grossed out it was the first penis I have seen in person. Thinking about it makes me want to vomit. He dose not know that I though it was gross and I don’t know what to do. I’m not attracted to my girlfriends like I am boys. But is it possible I’m only attracted to boys because that’s what I think I’m supposed to be attracted to? I’m so confused. What do I tell my boyfriend? I really don’t want to see his penis ever again.
This is my first real boyfriend. We just had our 1 month anniversary together. We agreed to show each other our private parts. All we have done is kissed and held hands. For our 1 month we quickly show each other. I was completely grossed out it was the first penis I have seen in person. Thinking about it makes me want to vomit. He dose not know that I though it was gross and I don’t know what to do. I’m not attracted to my girlfriends like I am boys. But is it possible I’m only attracted to boys because that’s what I think I’m supposed to be attracted to? I’m so confused. What do I tell my boyfriend? I really don’t want to see his penis ever again.