So hello ..
I don't want to give u out my personal background because I'm afraid some of my friends are Teen forum's user too.
Anyways im 16 yrs old.
I'm gay.
I was born gay..when I was little I used to like the same sex
I always hang out with my straight friends..I keep denying that I'm gay.. I know that I'm gay..but I really DONT want anyone to know..not my mom.. not my friends.. not even to the person I trust the most.
I have a very low self esteem.
I try to act straight, try to dress straight.
I can't be 'be yourself'..I listen to music that people think is not gay..I do things that people think are not gay.. The point is I'm gay but I don't want to be..
Plus I'm a christian..
I don't know..all these things make me depressed. I have depression because of this.
Can any1 help me please?
P.S: If some of you homophobes want to mock me, please don't.. not right now..I'm feeling really down
I don't want to give u out my personal background because I'm afraid some of my friends are Teen forum's user too.
Anyways im 16 yrs old.
I'm gay.
I was born gay..when I was little I used to like the same sex
I always hang out with my straight friends..I keep denying that I'm gay.. I know that I'm gay..but I really DONT want anyone to know..not my mom.. not my friends.. not even to the person I trust the most.
I have a very low self esteem.
I try to act straight, try to dress straight.
I can't be 'be yourself'..I listen to music that people think is not gay..I do things that people think are not gay.. The point is I'm gay but I don't want to be..
Plus I'm a christian..
I don't know..all these things make me depressed. I have depression because of this.
Can any1 help me please?
P.S: If some of you homophobes want to mock me, please don't.. not right now..I'm feeling really down