i got a lil anger coz my parents got devorced wen i was lyk 11 n i use 2 hide my feelings n act lyk i was fine. no1 knew how much it effected me. i remember wen i was so upset i felt lyk killing myself, i nearly did but my m8s were dere n stopped me. den i started self harming, no1 knew bout dat n still dnt. coz of all this my skool work wasnt very gd coz i couldnt focus n wud jus sit dere in class doin nufin. a year later i jus broke down at skool, i couldnt hide it any more, i ran out of class cryin many tyms. this is wen my mum realized how much i was hurting. she wanted 2 take me to 1 of dem ppl dat u tlk 2 but i didnt want 2 tlk 2 any1 bout how i felt. but now all coz i hide my feelings n keep dem 2 myself i get annoyed at really lil fings. spesh if sum1 is gettin on my nerves. dis aint gd coz its gettin me into trouble at skool.

sry bout da long story

i was wondering if any1 knew anyfin i cud do 2 calm myself down, i try 2 walk away but sumtyms i jus get so pissed off its really hard.

k thnx, im listenin 2 music at da mo coz i got stressed jus finkin bout all dat

thnx 4 replyin

thnx 4 replyin

thnx u guys