okay so here it goes. my problem is just life. I know i can commit suicide but i don't want to, but i do, i just don't get myself. Anyways here's why:
Ever since i can remember i've had a hard and unfair life.
*My cousin has always bullied me and my dad always took her side whenever we used to fight/argue.
*My parents were always argueing/fighting
*I have friends but we don't have a 'good' friendship.
*Everytime i've had other problems [e.g. the time i felt like crying 24/7] and i went to my mum to ask her for help she always left me either more upset or confused.
*When i was little my mum had an accident in the kitchen and got 3rd degree burns and my dad and brother left for holiday like a week later then my aunty cooked for us as my mum helped her alot at her difficult times. Then my aunty went all bitchy and then her kids started bullying me.
*My mum got cancer in when i was in year7 then i got bullied by a girl.
*Now i'm in year 9 and my mum recently had a stroke and i felt like killing myself.
* I feel so lonely and depressed now i can't do my homework anymore i actually do want to, but i just can't and everytime i try to talk about it to my mum she never listens, instead she'll just tell me off!
*oh btw i also hav a little bro and like EVERYONE seems to like him more than me, i'm not just overreacting and evrytime i say so my friends agree but my parents don't even take me seriously.
And finally i don't even know if i call this thing a problem or not. At times it can be a way to forget bad things but at times i think i'm insane-Basically nowadays, well actually since like a year now, whenever i get lonely i just pretend i have an imaginary friend in an imaginary world and in that world everythings perfect. I kinda told my frind about this and she said i have some sort of thing, like i can't remember what she called it but something to do with an over creative imagination.
So anyways thanks for reading this and your replies will be much apreciated. Oh and sorry for any bad spelling or grammar.
Ever since i can remember i've had a hard and unfair life.
*My cousin has always bullied me and my dad always took her side whenever we used to fight/argue.
*My parents were always argueing/fighting
*I have friends but we don't have a 'good' friendship.
*Everytime i've had other problems [e.g. the time i felt like crying 24/7] and i went to my mum to ask her for help she always left me either more upset or confused.
*When i was little my mum had an accident in the kitchen and got 3rd degree burns and my dad and brother left for holiday like a week later then my aunty cooked for us as my mum helped her alot at her difficult times. Then my aunty went all bitchy and then her kids started bullying me.
*My mum got cancer in when i was in year7 then i got bullied by a girl.
*Now i'm in year 9 and my mum recently had a stroke and i felt like killing myself.
* I feel so lonely and depressed now i can't do my homework anymore i actually do want to, but i just can't and everytime i try to talk about it to my mum she never listens, instead she'll just tell me off!
*oh btw i also hav a little bro and like EVERYONE seems to like him more than me, i'm not just overreacting and evrytime i say so my friends agree but my parents don't even take me seriously.
And finally i don't even know if i call this thing a problem or not. At times it can be a way to forget bad things but at times i think i'm insane-Basically nowadays, well actually since like a year now, whenever i get lonely i just pretend i have an imaginary friend in an imaginary world and in that world everythings perfect. I kinda told my frind about this and she said i have some sort of thing, like i can't remember what she called it but something to do with an over creative imagination.
So anyways thanks for reading this and your replies will be much apreciated. Oh and sorry for any bad spelling or grammar.