About four days ago I realized that I'm depressed. Not scuicidal depressed, but depressed nonetheless. I thought i was done with being depressed, but so much is going on that I think my mind went into remission. It feels like I'm just suspended above my life, waiting for things to get better so I can come down again.
My mom is a raging alcaholic and is getting worse, my sister hears voices, my dad just grownded me for being addicted to cigarettes, I haven't had a cigarette in over two weeks, my the love of my life (my best friend, and its platonic love) is depressed beyond anything i could have ever thought possible and will probably blow her brains out, and I have an eating disorder.
These things by itself, or even in twos or threes arent that bad, but all of that on top of eachother, with a hectic schedual that I have, is depressing. I go about my day as if nothing is wrong, but at the end of the day, i realize i was just pretending to feel things and I'm just numb. I'm not sure what to do with myself right now. Maybe someone could help?
My mom is a raging alcaholic and is getting worse, my sister hears voices, my dad just grownded me for being addicted to cigarettes, I haven't had a cigarette in over two weeks, my the love of my life (my best friend, and its platonic love) is depressed beyond anything i could have ever thought possible and will probably blow her brains out, and I have an eating disorder.
These things by itself, or even in twos or threes arent that bad, but all of that on top of eachother, with a hectic schedual that I have, is depressing. I go about my day as if nothing is wrong, but at the end of the day, i realize i was just pretending to feel things and I'm just numb. I'm not sure what to do with myself right now. Maybe someone could help?
Yes I do! (no I dont)
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