kay so, i guess one of the reasons ive joined a forum was because i wanted advice, and my sister said that in her forum thats where all the members go, and tell eachother everything. and i gues telling people you know your problems is alot easier. so here i go.
so normally i am honestly one of the happiest kids you could ever meet. i always show it. and i genuinly am happy. but lately, ive been feeling really like. different, stressed and upset.
my best friend, pierre, likes me. like alot. and we have alot of history. and i make his life realllly difficult by us just talking. and he said that it would be best if we didnt talk anymore, because he hated being hurt that i dont like him and he likes me on and off all the time. and that upset me soo much, cause he was like my pillar, he made a huge difference in my life and stuff. but hes also 19, and im only 15, its not that big i guess, but it is for me. in a dating senario. and like. i was really upset. i threw up and cried, and i never throw up, i havnt in about a year. and ive been through rough shit in the last year. and i am one of the strongest people i know. and i cried. but everyone has their weak moments right? so anyway. i finally agreed to his request, but he said he didnt want it anymore, that he liked me in his life. cause i make him happier then anyone else. but i still want it to happen, so it can make his life better in the long run
like hes my best friend, i want his happiness more then anything. and i know by not talking to him will make every aspect in his life, become alot better! but am i making the right choice, since its not what he wants right now? but even though he suggested it
help please. im realllly confused about this whole thing.
so normally i am honestly one of the happiest kids you could ever meet. i always show it. and i genuinly am happy. but lately, ive been feeling really like. different, stressed and upset.
my best friend, pierre, likes me. like alot. and we have alot of history. and i make his life realllly difficult by us just talking. and he said that it would be best if we didnt talk anymore, because he hated being hurt that i dont like him and he likes me on and off all the time. and that upset me soo much, cause he was like my pillar, he made a huge difference in my life and stuff. but hes also 19, and im only 15, its not that big i guess, but it is for me. in a dating senario. and like. i was really upset. i threw up and cried, and i never throw up, i havnt in about a year. and ive been through rough shit in the last year. and i am one of the strongest people i know. and i cried. but everyone has their weak moments right? so anyway. i finally agreed to his request, but he said he didnt want it anymore, that he liked me in his life. cause i make him happier then anyone else. but i still want it to happen, so it can make his life better in the long run
like hes my best friend, i want his happiness more then anything. and i know by not talking to him will make every aspect in his life, become alot better! but am i making the right choice, since its not what he wants right now? but even though he suggested it
help please. im realllly confused about this whole thing.