Make-Up
<i>Wrap your arms around me</i>
Written by: Joshua Ward
Date: February 4, 2009
Time: 12:00 AM
Enjoy.

~Josh~


~Make-Up

He said do you love me
She hits the floor
I don't want to be
In this place anymore
Tied to the bed, your hands on my hips
You can't escape these kissable lips
Of mine..
So you try to hide, try to fake it; a disguise
You're hiding beneath the broken lines
Try to find a brand new place to hide..
You're on your own now, waiting for your time to die

She hits the floor
She's on her way down to the end
Of her time, I guess it's true, what people say
Love is one time, it's okay to laugh
And cry, another guy may like her
She doesn't know what to do
Flustered and confused,
Life is waiting for you
To decide, take the broken road
Don't give up, don't let go
You're a treasure, you're a doll
You're my plaything, I am
Everything you ever wanted
Plus I look good in a suit
And I get points for showing up now
I must be dead, the flesh is too heavy
My make-up's ruined anyway...

I don't get it..

~Josh~

Thanks.
I'll post another one.

~The Darkest Passion
Written by: Joshua Ward
Date: February 14, 2009
Time: 12:15 AM

Enjoy.

~Josh~


~The Darkest Passion

Pour my passion into bubbles in your bath
We'll have fun, like we used to on those nights.
You'd say "Make me dinner."
I'd say "How do you like it."
You say "Any way you want it."

Course I knew what you meant.
I was naive, but only pretend.
I led you on, until the night I pull the trigger.
I was so sick of you..

Your nightly massage on my tired shoulders.
My body about to break, yet still, it was an act.
I wanted you to bleed your innocence away.
I was lost, left in a world I didn't want.
What's a boy to do?

I get the dinner ready, preparing myself to watch you suffer.
Some people think I'm crazy. That's fine. I like it that way.
It's like a mystery novel, I'm writing every night.

Dreams, selfish dreams where I make myself believe you are mine.
How cold-hearted can I be? It all depends on who’s asking.

I can be your angel, and your devil.
Ask me again, and I'll lie for you.
I'll lie with you until the cows come home to feed on your flesh.

I've already died, your hunger keeps me here. I just want to disappear..

Wish me luck?

~End~

It doesn't have to be. I only gave it the title. I wrote this one when I was slightly upset. It can be what you want it to be.

~Josh~

~Dying Slowly
Written by: Joshua Ward
Date: February 24, 2009
Time: 12:24 AM

Enjoy.

~Josh~


~Dying Slowly

Fuck me
Love me
All the way around me
Wrap the bow
And gently squeeze me
Tight me, bite me
Any way you want me
I'm yours for the taking
Yours for the taking..

You said, it wasn't right
You said it's not tonight
When will I see what's right,
Whets the point of all this?
You said that you loved me
You said I was your one and only
But, you lied again
And I loved it

Separate me, complicate me
Constrict and divide me
Into tiny little pieces
Contemplate me, decorate me
Wrap your so-strong arms around me
Squeeze me tight, a little tighter
I'm enjoying, you're much better
At this..

As the life is going to slip you by
Just you wait until I die
I'll drive you into a corner
And beg for you to kill me..
Drive the nail right through my hands
You're not so soft, you make demands
Keep me here, don't you ever let me say "my dear.."

I died a little more tonight
When the world was sleeping, you're my light
You're fading, fading faster

Oh you were so much better,
Then this..

~End~

Thanks.
Here's another one.

~Pretty Pink Bow
Written by: Joshua Ward
Date: February 7, 2009
Time: 11:26 AM
Enjoy.

~Pretty Pink Bow


Sexualize me..
Comfort me..
Throw a pretty pink bow around me
Do what you like..

Simple, elegant
Even when the world's against you..
Simple things. Hair, make-up..
The collar.. You always loved that..
I aim to please..

Sit me down, we'll go for a ride
Long, forty five minutes to breathe
We'll make love in the mountains, far away from everything..

You'd reach into your pocket and pull out a knife..
I'll lick the dull side, to make sure it's alright for cutting..
You will find this attractive, and grab my shoulders, and lay be back amoung the rocks

I'll stare into your eyes, and we'll have a nice make-out session..
Release the bow from my hair, wrap it around my neck..
Squeeze me, as I'm staring into those beautiful eyes of yours..

We must live for the moment.. That's what I was told..
Mother Nature never gave me pointers

Why does no one look at me.. I'm beautiful..
If beauty is measured by clothing, then I suppose it will do..

Live for the moment. Smile for those who can't.
Take yourself to the river, and wash yourself, glancing at heaven..
You too will go there one day, though you don't know when..

Wash the water on your body, and know the angels are your friends..

~End~

Thanks Ami. :hug:

I put the Mature Content Warning up cause my poems can be deliciously dark at times.

~Baby Doll
Written by: Joshua Ward
Date: February 7, 2009
Time: 10:57 AM

I'm a baby doll, wrapped up in blue candles..
Unwrap me if you care, show me that you dare to love me..
~~~


~Baby Doll


The way that you walk, sets me on fire on the night..
I'm a burning candle, watch my wax drip with delight..
I'm your honey, I'm a princess, and I'm your baby doll
Don't size me up or put me down, I'm in this for it all...

You said my name, I was amazed that you would know me
You said that I looked like a million bucks
A sparkling red dress, heels and a tiara
I'm your princess for the night, so take me along, let's go for a ride..

Give me two years, a man who knows how to treat me right
I'll be a mother like you've never seen. I'll take it when I know it's right
This world needs, something that's better
Something to hold on to, like gems, diamond, or glitter..

I wash my face, wash off these fake impurities
I'm on my own, sold everything I had, for one night of impossibilities
If I was young again, and needed a friend, would you be there to help me up again..

I'll kiss the sky goodnight
I'll be a star in the morning
Lighting up your world
Even though I'm like a ball that keeps on spinning..

Make a wish, make it twice
Your desires come to life again
When you're going take my hand
And I'll lead you over the edge..

No more passionate freedom
No more living for the money..
Just another kiss

For luck and for the morning..

~End~

~Open Your Eyes
Written by: Joshua Ward
Date: February 12, 2009
Time: 11:58 PM

Enjoy.

~Josh~


Though darkness surrounds, invades, and covers you, there is still a light left in your soul..

~Open Your Eyes

Your lies cover me in shame, and I enjoy it.
See death enter my eyes as I fall away.
A cast-off. It's not so surprising.
I'd gladly take the fall to save you.
A dying angel, perhaps now the wish can be kept.
Promise me from these fleeing flowers to love
Wrap your special hands around the world
Wishes fade away, into the dark night
They cry, but no one listens. It's sad, so she cries.
Heaven will fall away, turning it's back on humanity.
The world is wrapped up in clouds of grey
Heroes fall, revenge steals the heart
And wraps it up for murder

Stab away at your existence with your knife.
A special child, only wants to see the world
Her blank eyes dictate what she cannot say.
A voice, lost among the winds, left for another night.

Copper lies are stored inside your mind
Granted, the lock is extra tight.
I'll unseal you, and wish upon you a life.
Live among the shadows, and feed on the flesh of the deceased.
The corpse, is your one-course meal.

Forgive a lonely soldier.
The world is not as dark as you pretend.
The light begs to be let in for another try.

Open your eyes tonight..

~End~

~Dark Plea
Written by: Joshua Ward
Date: February 14, 2009
Time: 7:37 AM
Enjoy.

<i>Let me light your burning soul to ashes..</i>

~Dark Plea


I'm alone.
A scared little bitch for you to roll into a ball and eat away.
Does my passion taste bitter?
For someone like you, it's understandable.
Couldn't resist. So put me in a cat costume and play with me rough.

I'll bleed for you when it rains
Let you fuck me to let you go insane
Let's have a relationship
You're the master I'm the bitch
That's okay with me

Bleed me, break me, slit my wrist; there are two
In spite of what you do to me, I'm thoroughly in love with you
It's a different love, where bleeding and pain
Are the only rules that get you through this game

I'm the centerpiece of your desire
Wrap me in tape and throw me in the fire
I'll burn away. Come with me?
I'll take you to a place that's fit for a king

Not heaven, not earth, Somewhere down below
Where the laws of hell and dirt resonate with the human soul..

Come find me..

~End~

-Dream-
Written by: Joshua Ward
Date: February 10, 2009
Time: 10:41 AM

Let imagination soar through blue skies and empty plains. Life's growing with you as well. You're not alone..


-Dream-

Feel the weight of the world on your shoulders
Let it carry you into a new place
Kept secrets are shattered
Lives are never lost; Love is true
As grand as the ocean is wide

Don't forget to smile, on those long rainy days
When the world cries, offer it a tissue
Grab a candle, have a candlelight dinner
With a friend. She's staring at you, take hold of her hand.
Assure her she's beautiful, even if she doesn't see
Be true to yourself, go outside and plant a tree

When the world has it's back turned
Don't be afraid to shout to the moon
Release the inner tension
The anger and confusion

Live life, be fresher then fresh for the news
Look your best, be the best dressed
Reserve tickets for the game
Have a drink with an old friend

Let your light shine on someone else’s window
Walk on a railway of clouds tonight..

~End~

Thanks Brittney. I'm glad you like it.

Title: Serve Your Master
Written by: Joshua Ward
Date: February 15, 2009

I hope you like it. :heart:

~Josh~

I love you but I wanna fuck you
I'm twisted so I'm sick and
Your my anti-drug, my satisfaction
Pull me harder, let me feel the pavement
Ease the pain as the blood drops
Suck the life from my eyes and touch
Anywhere you like, I'm yours scarred for life
Place your mark on me
I'll live with you eternally
Pleasure and a service
I'm your bitch and your my solace
Take my body, take my life
I'll let you
Eat me up inside..

~End~

~Cross My Heart
Written by: Joshua Ward
Date: February 14, 2009
Time: 7:18 PM

Life's got you in a corner, so close your eyes and let it be over..

~Josh~

~Cross My Heart

Pick and choose what you want
Point the gun at my head without a second thought
Simple pleasures so divine
Counting back to a time of red wine
You were mine, so you said, so I heard
I waited at your door, but I heard you say you wanted me no more
Darkest light shall fill me now
I’ve turned in to a small little coward
It’s no surprise, looks aren’t everything
I’ll have to get by simply on imagining
What we had, what could have been
You’re natures wand of magic sin
Cross my heart, pull the trigger
Now you’ll wish for something better..

~End~