I just got out of a relationship with being with a boy for about half a year and we took it very seriously. He had a very romantic and long distance relationship, but I saw him a lot.
He broke up with me about a month or so ago and it's been extremely hard to get over him.
The reason why is mostly because I've realized that my "love" for him was mostly him manipulating me into being with him and taking advantage of my emotions.
But, for some reason, I still miss him and keep trying to run back to him.
I have no idea what to do.
I'm a pretty good with coping, but occasionally I'll have a random break down and they are bad...I scare myself a lot...
I've tried what I can, dating a few guys, meditating, therapy, getting rid of things that remind me directly of him...nothing works for more than a day. The thought of him comes back to me even more intensely than before.
They are not always positive, either, mostly, they are negative. I get so angry and so scared.
Being with him really left a negative impact on my life.
Please help.
He broke up with me about a month or so ago and it's been extremely hard to get over him.
The reason why is mostly because I've realized that my "love" for him was mostly him manipulating me into being with him and taking advantage of my emotions.
But, for some reason, I still miss him and keep trying to run back to him.
I have no idea what to do.
I'm a pretty good with coping, but occasionally I'll have a random break down and they are bad...I scare myself a lot...
I've tried what I can, dating a few guys, meditating, therapy, getting rid of things that remind me directly of him...nothing works for more than a day. The thought of him comes back to me even more intensely than before.
They are not always positive, either, mostly, they are negative. I get so angry and so scared.
Being with him really left a negative impact on my life.
Please help.
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