Well me and my best friend have been friends for about 7 months. He thought I was a freak last year. But this year at school I started hanging more with the "cool" people. Then after he gave me a shot he realized I wasnt a freak. I stood up with him through everything. Then when I realized what a best friend was I stood up for him to my other good friend. He doesnt have feelings. He treats his best friend like crap. He didnt like the idea of me sticking up for him. He started rumors about me and my best friend. I started becoming less and less popular while my best friend was still part of the popular crowd. Then it went down hill from there. the only time hell talk to me is out of school. I gave up everything for him and he still treats me bad. He still says were best friends. I just hung out with him today. He called me his best friend and he gets annoyed when I ask if we are best friends. But i never know. I want to leave that school so bad, but he doesnt want me to. But he wont talk to me in school because hes embaressed. I want to be his best friend more than anything. Ive gotten to know what hes really like. He acts like himself around me but he is still embaressed by me. I dont know what to do. This idea has been eating me for days. He lied and betreyed me a few days ago. But he apologized. I dont want to give him up but at the same time I do. i cant be treated this way by him. What should I do!