Hey all,
I thank you all in advance for putting up with me :P.
I don't no where to start nor what my problem is..exactly..I just need some sort of advice.
I have 3 close (ish) mates, lets call them A B and C. I spend a lot of time with them at school and outside of school. I constantly find my mood changing so easily, for stupid reasons - usually downwards. I have a lot in common with 'A' and we get on well together. I enjoy being around him a lot, more so than the others. I am not sure on how I feel about 'A', I feel very close to him and I would even go as far as using the word 'attraction' or 'feelings towards him'( :O ). 'A' seems like a different person when he is around 'B' but I think that is mainly because there is another person in the situation and I feel as if...I don't know..maybe less attention? I am pretty shy and quite, I definatly prefer keeping things quite and my thoughts/emotions to myself. Then again 'A' is a lot more physical when it's him and I (nothing sexual)I just wonder why I feel left out when I know it's not what's happening, I take things a lot more personally than they were meant to be and look into things to much. I just wish I didn't do those things, it makes things harder.
For example, my mate 'B' had a go at me one night for a very stupid reason. I confronted 'A' and 'C' for support (got very little from 'A', he isn't very good at understanding me) I just got told that 'B' was in the wrong and I should let it go till he apolgizes (which he did the following morning) but I was down, when I am part of any conflict friend or not I feel pretty shit pretty fast compared to anyone I know.
I don't know what this is, a rant/explosion of words or just rubbish.I don't even known what my problem is..exactly..I just need some sort of advice or opinion.
I thank you all in advance for putting up with me :P.
I don't no where to start nor what my problem is..exactly..I just need some sort of advice.
I have 3 close (ish) mates, lets call them A B and C. I spend a lot of time with them at school and outside of school. I constantly find my mood changing so easily, for stupid reasons - usually downwards. I have a lot in common with 'A' and we get on well together. I enjoy being around him a lot, more so than the others. I am not sure on how I feel about 'A', I feel very close to him and I would even go as far as using the word 'attraction' or 'feelings towards him'( :O ). 'A' seems like a different person when he is around 'B' but I think that is mainly because there is another person in the situation and I feel as if...I don't know..maybe less attention? I am pretty shy and quite, I definatly prefer keeping things quite and my thoughts/emotions to myself. Then again 'A' is a lot more physical when it's him and I (nothing sexual)I just wonder why I feel left out when I know it's not what's happening, I take things a lot more personally than they were meant to be and look into things to much. I just wish I didn't do those things, it makes things harder.
For example, my mate 'B' had a go at me one night for a very stupid reason. I confronted 'A' and 'C' for support (got very little from 'A', he isn't very good at understanding me) I just got told that 'B' was in the wrong and I should let it go till he apolgizes (which he did the following morning) but I was down, when I am part of any conflict friend or not I feel pretty shit pretty fast compared to anyone I know.
I don't know what this is, a rant/explosion of words or just rubbish.I don't even known what my problem is..exactly..I just need some sort of advice or opinion.
