I had enough with my life. All my life I got hated on for no reason. FIrst of all, i'm an indian guy who is 17. Being indian, family is a big thing in my life. So i visit my cousins every week. Since i was born, my sister got all the attention and i was the rejected one in this family. My now successful cousins made me feel like crap my whole life. They always talk on my back and sweet talk me face to face. Behind my back, they always talk about how ugly and socially awkward i am. My only mistake? im not a talkative person although i never say anything bad about them. and they never invite me to their parties and call me awkward...my sister gets invited but i never dont..

in school, pretty chicks think im fugly when i never did anything to them...a dude also told me that ill never get a woman cuz im rlly ugly

now i go to a crappy college and im the laughing stock at my math class...since i suck so bad , the teacher always picks on me.. i shed my tears enough in life...i had enough sleepless nights since i was 10 because im ugly stupid and awkward...thts just the way i am...now as im growing up, i had enough of crying like a pansie and i feel like solving every problem of mine through violence.....:mad:.... I just had enough...i went to numerous depression phases since i was 13, cried often, and woke up feeling down....now i feel that hurting them physically and seeing them suffer will make me feel better