Well, this isn't a post about some upset teen wanting to cry about daddy-issues.
No, this is just something I want to get off my chest and seeing as most of my friends have issues and are currently in crisis I have chosen not to share this with them. So I've decided to write to a bunch of people of whom will not really care about this and of whom I've never met.
Well, I'm moving out of my house in early May. I'm moving two hours away and I will be living on my own. Yes, I have the consent of my Mother and Step-father. My entire family supports my decision to move out. I am a mature individual and I am clearly capable of supporting myself. I will be moving to the beach in May and in August I'll leave and move to the other side of the state to go to college.
That is just some background information to get out of the way. The point of this post is that when I move to the beach, and then go to college in August I've decided to completely erase my father from my life. He will no longer exist and he and the rest of that side of my family will no longer exists. He has never supported me financially, and has never pulled his weight as a father. He is in his forties and still doesn't have his life together. I have attempted to have a functional relationship with him but he just destroys it every time.
I have come to this conclusion after many wasted chances that I have given him. He has showed no clear interest of being apart of my life and the only good thing that has resulted from his actions, besides the creation of me, was the growth in my maturity.
I just wanted to tell someone how I felt because I haven't talked to him since October.
I know this is a really long post that most of you won't read but it will give me peace of mind knowing that I got this off of my chest.
You do not understand my logic and you may think this is irrational but I do not need to go into detail to explain my logic. And if I did, you would understand my reasoning.
Thank you for the opportunity to be free of this wandering thought.
No, this is just something I want to get off my chest and seeing as most of my friends have issues and are currently in crisis I have chosen not to share this with them. So I've decided to write to a bunch of people of whom will not really care about this and of whom I've never met.
Well, I'm moving out of my house in early May. I'm moving two hours away and I will be living on my own. Yes, I have the consent of my Mother and Step-father. My entire family supports my decision to move out. I am a mature individual and I am clearly capable of supporting myself. I will be moving to the beach in May and in August I'll leave and move to the other side of the state to go to college.
That is just some background information to get out of the way. The point of this post is that when I move to the beach, and then go to college in August I've decided to completely erase my father from my life. He will no longer exist and he and the rest of that side of my family will no longer exists. He has never supported me financially, and has never pulled his weight as a father. He is in his forties and still doesn't have his life together. I have attempted to have a functional relationship with him but he just destroys it every time.
I have come to this conclusion after many wasted chances that I have given him. He has showed no clear interest of being apart of my life and the only good thing that has resulted from his actions, besides the creation of me, was the growth in my maturity.
I just wanted to tell someone how I felt because I haven't talked to him since October.
I know this is a really long post that most of you won't read but it will give me peace of mind knowing that I got this off of my chest.
You do not understand my logic and you may think this is irrational but I do not need to go into detail to explain my logic. And if I did, you would understand my reasoning.
Thank you for the opportunity to be free of this wandering thought.