Alright, here's the low down. Two years ago, I was dating this guy, CJ, and i honestly loved him to death. He loved me just as much. Although he was kinda planning a little too far ahead, such as marriage, kids, etc, I did let him know he was going a little too fast, but he didn't mind waiting. My parents kinda liked him and he was religious and went to our church too. Also we did take our relationship at a really good pace, but I think it was mainly because he was a foster child. He couldn't leave to go out so we couldn't do much together. Of course, I didn't care, i still loved him but towards the end of our relationship I found out he lied to me the whole time we dated, he got sent to juv for a year before I broke up with him, n literally cheated on me cuz I wasn't putting out (only reason I broke up with him) .
So now I have another boyfriend. We've been together for a year and a month and he's everything I could wish for.
He's helpful, puts everyone first, acts like a real gentlemen, protects me when needed and I honestly don't think he has any flaws other than he's not religious. I could care less but my parents are not too keen on him not being religious.
The problem though is CJ has gotten a hold of me again. At first, I totally shunned him, told him I was still furious with him, and I stayed with my current bf, Jordon. Now that its been two months, I've been having second thoughts because I still get butterflies and that fuzzy feeling every time CJ still tries to talk to me and apologize and make it up. And he says hes changed although I know he probably didn't. I know I should stay with Jordon because he treats me with respect and I love him. But I feel like I have a stronger love for CJ although he doesn't make the right choices all the time. Any second opinions are greatly appreciated.
And sorry its so long ^-^"
So now I have another boyfriend. We've been together for a year and a month and he's everything I could wish for.
He's helpful, puts everyone first, acts like a real gentlemen, protects me when needed and I honestly don't think he has any flaws other than he's not religious. I could care less but my parents are not too keen on him not being religious. The problem though is CJ has gotten a hold of me again. At first, I totally shunned him, told him I was still furious with him, and I stayed with my current bf, Jordon. Now that its been two months, I've been having second thoughts because I still get butterflies and that fuzzy feeling every time CJ still tries to talk to me and apologize and make it up. And he says hes changed although I know he probably didn't. I know I should stay with Jordon because he treats me with respect and I love him. But I feel like I have a stronger love for CJ although he doesn't make the right choices all the time. Any second opinions are greatly appreciated.
And sorry its so long ^-^"
